There's a place in God where we all can be free
A place where God can get the best out of me
There's a secret place in God where He covers me
Never knew my heart could feel again
Never knew the pain would let me stand
Never thought my tears could go away
Till I found Jesus, I never thought I'd be in this place
Oh, I'm glad I'm living my life in this place
- - "This Place" Tamela Mann
This is the song that I listened to on my drive into work. It's one of those songs that will slip up and have you lifting your hands and praising HIM for where you are now rather than where you were before.
I believe that God is about to make some MAJOR changes in my life. I've been caught in this loop of "lose, gain, lose more, gain less, lose again, gain nothing - except wisdom on what NOT to do."
In order to change the pattern, I gotta change something about me.
I always wanted to get a tattoo (right shoulder blade) that said "Daughter of Heaven, you must never forget - what you focus on, is what you get."
I have a couple of book ideas and a screenplay somewhere inside of me. And I am determined to get them out. Thank God I gotta friend (hey Jian!) who is making sure that I keep the writing bug going (btw-did you practice? XD).
My mind is focused on this blog. This is my effort at keeping the creative juices flowing. This is how I know change is coming: I want it. I've never been here in this place. Jian said something last night that hit HOME: "I'm tired of mediocrity." Amen, sir. Amen.
It's been a long-time coming...and I know, this time, Imma get it right...and the change will come.
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